I ate my Psychosis.

I ate my Psychosis.

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(no subject)	[Apr. 27th, 2006\|04:04 pm]
This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation what the word means to you and why, and than pass out letters to those who want to play along. Natalie gave me an N, and she's a cheetah.. N-Nice, what most people suck at being. N-Neverland, because I love the movie Hook. N-New Years: New friends, New ideas, New stories N-Narcoleptics: A source of humor for morbid people :D N-Nife, the real way knife should be spelt, because making a K silent is just annoying. N-Noon, when I wake up, or when I goto sleep. N-Noose...An emo kid's bff. N-Nails, my sister has fake ones. N-Nine, the number I'm on. N-Natalie, I saved the best for last, and she's my best friend, whom I hope never leaves me life. Much love to the lady with the cheetah on her face.
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|06:49 am]

[	mood	\|	Thinking again	]
[	music	\|	Trash 80-Schroeders Failure	]

It's early...It's Christmas...Nobody is awake but me because I forgot to sleep, but it's all good...I wish I could hang with Natalie....Tis le suck...Eh, it's all good I suppose...I use a lot of these dots...so I will continue as if I didn't catch myself...Ha...it's annoying now...I don't get what my mind is doing...it travels a lot...it's odd...it's loud...it's like a really loud relative that won't shut up, but it at least has something good to say sometimes. I need to go chill with Matt also...it's been a while, and Jordan's changing, it's lame...but he's still an alright guy I guess. He stopped being Jordan...it's like a clone of his older brother...I suppose that's a bad thing to say since we're cousins and stuff, but eh...I've started listening to a lot of Jazz, and classical stuff, it's pretty cool. I just realized something, I have no idea why anybody would read this..It's pretty boring..but the word blog has the same root for the word boring...thusly calling them blogs...

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[Dec. 17th, 2005|01:42 am]

[	mood	\|	I'm doing pretty alright.	]
[	music	\|	Music	]

Finally a nice night...Even when I got to have a real conversation with one person tonight, I'm glad I did....I'm going to try and sleep tonight...So goodnight everyone.

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[Dec. 14th, 2005|04:41 pm]

[	mood	\|	Ha, I have issues.	]
[	music	\|	Against Me!-8 full hours of sleep.	]

Hahahahaha, this is truly getting old...I can't believe I actually thought I could like someone again. Screw that crap....and thanks to my wonderful fourth period, I now know that I obviously can't dress and my face needs to be "exfoliated"....I do just love school. Maybe one day some freak accident will happen that will blow the hell hole into an oblivion...then I will be happy....Nobody needs to get hurt or anything...Just I don't need to goto school anymore. Also, I've started to think life's just a big freaking joke, I don't even get what I placed here for. The only thing that I really take even a bit seriously is my faith, and I know I have that down...so screw everything else...It's not going to matter if I get married or if I get a grand job or any of that grand crap. All in all, to sum this fairy-tale up...The moral is Screw life...It's redundant and truly getting old, but I'm pretty positive I'm getting pretty old doing nothing but being pissed at it. Ha, whatever.

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(no subject)	[Nov. 26th, 2005\|02:35 pm]
Ha, I just got back from Minnesota..The trip was freaking amazing, I went to a wedding, snowboarding, sledding, snow ball fighting, and just hanging out. I'll post pictures and that jazz later.
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Good day.

[Nov. 20th, 2005|07:06 am]

[	mood	\|	Great	]
[	music	\|	Stars of the Lid-Piano Aquieu	]

Austin....In love???......it could happen...:)

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[Nov. 16th, 2005|02:44 am]

[	mood	\|	I feel good	]
[	music	\|	Citizen Kane-I've seen better Days	]

You look at this, and tell yourself either two things....Wow, that was offensive, or Ha! That's awesome, and actually accurate. I think Aaron McGruder can teach people something with his comics, the messages aren't about how he hates America, it's more about how we need to stop being lazy and do something about it, and actually view more than one perspective in politics..Kudos to Aaron.

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[Nov. 12th, 2005|12:17 am]

[	mood	\|	Finally a clear mind.	]
[	music	\|	Moby-Porcelain	]

Well, I've been thinking a lot today...mostly just random things about life...But really who can put any concept into what life really is. There is a full spectrum of emotion, and an infinite number of paradox's we can alter our future with. For quite a while now, I've been mad at everything, just because I'm pretty odd I guess, my head wonders a lot, but you know what, In the end, Life is what we make it. Even though this is quite an old clichè, it still fits. I'd rather live, than contemplate my life away, and be worried. As for me, I know I'm an ambitious person, and I believe that my dreams will become my future, not as an optimist, not as a pessismist...I'll just be the person in between, taking on the full effect of life. It's odd how I can come to an epiphany in a short while. I think I might even try to meet a girl or something, but for now, I think I'll just chill out until I find one who's really worth it. It seems all chicks want to do now is goto a movie or something and go make out and all that lame business...Quite frankly, I'd like to just go chill, and watch time go by, not in pure silence, but just sort of waiting, for something to catch the eye, but really, we are constantly waiting for something new...I sort of am coming to enjoy this chaotic ride of life, Ha.

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(no subject)	[Nov. 9th, 2005\|12:51 pm]
Yeah...once again, I'm back to my old "Well, this sucks" Mentality...Enjoy...and go screw yourself.
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[Nov. 8th, 2005|03:17 pm]

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calm

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You know what...Screw it...I'm a kid, and I'll worry about stuff when I need to...and right now I'm hungry and bored...and listening to Cheap Trick? Ha! I feel like doing some drawings or something.

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(no subject)	[Nov. 6th, 2005\|09:14 pm]
This weekend wasn't much of what I expected at all, nobody came to hang, but It's all good. Except today was a little odd, I kept on digging into my mind, thinking about the world....The weirdest thing I came across, is that how people live, and how life can change drastically depending upon where you are. When you look around at people, you see them mainly living, and laughing, and enjoying life...The worst part is I do this also sometimes...mainly because I don't show any sign of how I am feeling inside my mind, it's odd, that people don't really stop to think, the world is a very imperfect place. When you think you've had a wonderous day, you might come to realize, all over the place there is pain, and hate...Yes, these are most likely vital to life itself, but why so much? Is there really a need for people to be set apart into social classes, and the wealthy treated so much better than those struggling in poverty...and I'm not talking about those who complain about not having what they want on time, I'm talking about people in third world countries, where every moment they live, is one they must treasure, and keep going. I'm not saying I haven't complain, because I know I have, and I feel horrible for it...We take for granted of how much we really do have...The next you think it's the end because you're signifigant other broke up with you, or you didn't get that one thing you just had to have, think about everyone else in the world, I'm not trying to be somebody who makes people sad, mad, or if I even do, happy, I'm trying to tell people what's really going on, but I do not blame this thing on the ultimate plan or anything, I do not blame anything at all, but I think it us who cause this. People that walk through a day, absorbed into the technology, fashion, lust, and the want or "need" for many materialistic things, and the sad part, this is what makes up our culture. Our roots might stay the same, but as every second decays around us, we forget about those, who are indeed the ones who need to be put into the spotlight. An MVP, Rockstar, Model, or anyone of a higher state of being known because of there jobs, or "Unique" talents, which are indeed becoming unoriginal and repetitive, should not be revered as an Idol for the public, or a hero to a child, or even a grown person, the people we forget are the people, having to grip onto life, by the scraps of food they might get in a week, and the people, withstanding the change of life, and finding ways to keep motivated enough, to last just one more second. If it is the people in the third world countries, or a person who has just been shot, gripping onto his or her life, take these people into consideration, and you would find many of the reasons why they are in this position, be it because a government does not see that it is benefitial to save lives, instead of earn money, or be it hate for another beings. Another part is that a country is mainly defined by it's borders, not it's inhabitants, and is also a peice of land dedicated to one area of government...Do we not realize, we are all on one world, and could indeed consider one giant mass of land, and we do nothing but fight each other, blood for blood, death and deeds...We are all part of the same world, and it's about time people need to do something to work together, and have each others back. Call it a dream if you will, and you would be saying it's on the brink of impossible, but I think it's about time we had a miracle happen...Sorry if this whole series of thoughts are confusing, but It's a lot of thoughts being thrown in, into one extremely long paragraph.
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[Nov. 1st, 2005|07:47 pm]

[	mood	\|	I don't know	]
[	music	\|	Sigur Ros-Milano	]

Ha, I don't think people really read this thing anymore, I'm starting to wonder why I got one again in the first place. Honestly...Wondering is the last thing I need right now...I've thought a lot about just not going to school anymore...Not like dropping out..just not going. I would, if that didn't have an impact on what I want to aspire to...But who knows...maybe if I still work hard I won't even get where I want to be, there's so many people that have much more drawing talent then me, but eh, the days are creeping by even slower and slower..I actually had a good day last week. It was a nice change...but Monday came around, and once again, school sucked. I don't really like people to much anymore, we're naturally defensive and arrogant...I'm not saying that I'm not guilty of this, because I am, and I know most people are. People also take offense to everything now...without being politically correct, you are getting chewed out or sued. There are some exceptions to people though, the ones who are the only reason I show up to school...The ones who are the only reason I want to get up in the morning and try to convince myself that today would be different. Then finally a day turns out to seem well enough, but about 4 hours later, I'm back to my old self..I don't really like to talk much anymore, and when I do, I have to force, so I sound like even more of a rambling idiot. My head feels numb, and I don't know why...I think I'm going to draw, but it's probably going to turn into an unfinished sketch with numerous flaws and tedious imperfections that pull at my nerves, the ones that are left really..

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[Oct. 30th, 2005|09:48 pm]

[	mood	\|	Mellow Indeed	]
[	music	\|	Some Against Me! song	]

Today was a good one, Cory and Me hung out all day, this whole weekend was nice. Matt and I went to see Doom, which is a pretty good movie, but I feel like drawing. Later.

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Life is Just

[Oct. 20th, 2005|04:21 pm]

[	Tags	\|	it's always eh..	]
[	mood	\|	Eh	]
[	music	\|	Sigur Ros- The Nothing Song.	]

Is it a bad thing, that when I'm at school, It beats at every nerve I have left...I hate it, I can't stand the fact I'm stuck in that place learning things I don't need to know. I would like to have a better choice of what I learn in High School...I want to be able to goto a class, where I can freely create anything, or draw anything I wanted. My mom told me just to goto Art, but I don't want to have some guide line on what to work with, I want to do what I feel like...I don't really care about school anymore, I don't really have any motivation to pass...The fact is, when I'm dead, I'm not going to care if I got that grand education to work in a freaking cubical...I know I'm supposed to try to reach my goals and dreams, but it's a little hard, when to get to them, you go through things completely irrelevant. It's always the smallest things that can make or break my days, and I don't get why...I don't get much anymore. This is odd..

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Hmm	[Oct. 19th, 2005\|06:31 am]
This morning is a very perculiar one...It seems I have come to realize much. I didn't goto sleep last night, but I think I was meant not to sleep in these hours. I always discover something, or create something new and fresh. I enjoy the quiet of the night, it's eerie calmness speaks to my mind in some way, but the main thing I've been thinking about is how everything is changing. I've realized the world is subdue to change, it's just up to us, to ride life out, how we see it fit. The world is such a mysterious and grand place, Each day I've walked into school, I've noticed new faces everywhere. It's as if the whole school had been filled with new people, and new thoughts, but I think it's good. Another thing, I actually know what I want to do with the rest of my life, much drawing. Ha
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Yeah

[Oct. 15th, 2005|11:40 pm]

[	mood	\|	Eh	]
[	music	\|	Massive Attack-Future Proof	]

Here's to this night, where I sit around, probably not accomplishing much. Homecoming is tonight, I'm glad I didn't go, it would really be pointless. I've been thinking about things a lot lately, mainly how things work and what-nots. One being time-travel, It might sound ridiculous, but in all seriousness, It could work. All you would need is a craft made well, and a portal. A space shuttle and wormhole would be perfect, it's all relativity, but I'm not getting into that, I don't with this journal to be over twenty paragraphs...I've been drawing a lot lately too, developing and perfecting my style, but eh, it changes rapidly now. It's to the point when I don't know what I'm putting on the paper until it's finished. I'm starting to work a lot with Flash and make animations and such...I'm working on a big project with it, which I'm not going preview to anyone until I'm finished. Hopefully I can make it all work, but enough about that...Matt, and Alex spent the night last night, and literally stripped my entire computer out, and switched out motherboards and cards and processors for a good some of time...Until finally, we just ended up sticking all of my regular bits back into the first case, just added an extra CD-ROM Drive, we couldn't overclock it, because this thing is retarded....Note to people considering buying a new computer: AMD Processors! BUY THEM!. If you have a celeron...Just burn your computer.

For those who are already sick of my ranting, here is a survey to keep your mind entertained.
A 500 Question Survey

1.What time is it? 9:20 PM
Personal

2.Do you want to answer these? I guess

3.Name? Austin
4.Name spelled backwards? nitsuA
5.What is your quest? Challenge my mind, Destroy the word Impossible
6.Nickname? Captain?
7.Age? 15
8.Hometown? Houston
9.What were you born in? A hospital is what I'm told.
10.Where do you live now? Houston
11.What state? Texas
12.Ever going to move? Possibly
13.Would you rather live somewhere else? Eh.
14.Birthdate? 6-15-90
15.When do you blow out your candles? That's a vague question.
16.Day you were born? The 15th...Don't know the week day.
17.Zodiac sign? Gemini
18.Do you know what that is? Yeah..
19.Sex? Male
20.Height? 5'9"
21.Weight? 140
22.Eye color? Blue
23.Hair color? Dark Brown
24.Any siblings? I have two Older Sisters
25.Names and ages? Megan-18 Kristin-21
26.Do you get along with them? Somewhat
27.Any pets? Yes
28.Names? Abby
29.Parents? My Mom
30.Names? Mom
31.Do you get along with them? Somewhat
32.Married or divorced? Divorced
33.How long? Longer than I remember
34.Website? www.google.com
35.Email? .....
36.AOL s/n? STFUitsAUSTIN
37.Yahoo s/n? Hybridslinkyy
38.ICQ? Don't use it
39.MSN? None
40.How many people are on your buddy list? 111
41.Phone number? Not giving that out.
42.Personality? I'm still figuring it out.

School

43. Do you want to answer these? Not really...

44.What school do you go to? One which I despise
45.What year are you? 2008
46.What are you? Sophomore
47.Hardest class? None, this year is easy.
48.Easiest class? All of them
49.Most fun class? None
50.What day did school start? Some time in August
51.Do you have classes with friends? A few
52.Do you have friends? Ha, everyone at least has one.
53.Do you go to school events? No
54.What was the last event you went to? I went to school...they can be happy that I at least did that.
55.Do you have school spirit? None
56.Do you go to dances? There's one tonight...Am I there?
57.Stag or with someone? Last year I had a date...But I'm done with that dating nonsense.
Relationships

58. Do you want to answer these? Not really
59.Have a significant other? No
60.What is their name? Non-existent.
61.How old are they? There is not one.
62.How long have you been going out? Ha, I don't have a girlfriend.
63.Have you been faithful? To the Air?
64.Do you have a crush? No
65.Who? Nobody
66.Do they know you like them? I don't have one.
67.You ever going to tell them? Tell Who?
68.Do you have an online crush? No
69.Who? Nobody

In the Past 24 Hours Have You?

70. Do you wonder why I'm asking these questions? No, I have much bigger things to think about, but I will consider this proposition

71.Had a serious talk? Yeah
72. Hugged someone? No
73.Fought with a friend? No
74.Cried? No
75.Laughed? Yes
76.Made someone laugh? Probably not
77.Bought something? No
78.Cut your hair? No
79.Felt stupid? Nope
80.Talked to someone you love? Love as in care about, not as in relationship wise, yes.
81.Missed someone? Yes

Have-you-ever ?

82. You want me to tell you? This doesn't qualify as a question.

83.Smoked? Never have, Never will.
84.Stolen something? No
85.Done drugs? Never have, never will.
86.Drank? Never have, never will
87.Gotten drunk? Never have, never will.
88.Eaten an entire box of Oreos? Yeah
89.Been dumped? Ha! Yes
90.Had someone be unfaithful to you? You mean have I been cheated on, and yes.
91.Hiked up a mountain? Yeah
92.Stayed home on Saturday night, just because? Well, tonight is Saturday, WOW, yes.
93.Been in love? New question
94.Seen the White House? Which one?
95.Seen the Eiffel Tower? In media, not in person
96.Try smoking? No
97.Played monopoly? Yes
98.Seen Titanic? Yes, it could of been better.
99.Kissed someone? Yes
100.Tried a weight loss program? No
101.Jumped on a trampoline? Yes
102.Colored in a coloring book (and had fun)? I like to draw my own things.
103.Had a bubble bath? Yes
104.Been on a plane? Yeah
105.Been on a boat? Yeah
106.Been on a train? No
107.Been in a car accident? No
108.Ridden an elephant? No
109.Made a web page? Yes
110.Played with Barbies? I used to Pop the Heads off, and hang the bodies from the shower...I was an odd Five year old.
111.Stay up all night? Almost every night.
112.Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? There's nowhere to place anything under it.
113.Called a psychic or sex hotline? No
114.Watched Jerry Springer? Yeah
115.Gotten in trouble for talking in class? Who Hasn't?
116.Been afraid of the dark? When I was 6, but over the years, I've grown into it, I'm a night person I guess.
117.Been in the hospital (not visiting)? Ha, Yes
118.Had stitches? Yeah
119.Dumped someone and regretted it? Nope
120.Gone out with more than one person at a time? No
121.Lied? Everyone has, I try not to.
122.Been arrested? I run fast.
123.Fallen asleep in class? If I could sleep, I would.
124.Gotten in trouble in class? Yes
125.Used food for something other than to eat? Yes
126.Met a celebrity? Yeah, they're people, I'm not exactly wowed...
127.Broken the law? Yes, Note to people: Destroy the RIAA, and I despise Microsoft...
128.Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? No
129.Hated yourself? No
130.Been brokenhearted? No, I just don't use my "Heart" as much.
131.Broken someone's heart? Yes
132.Are you a virgin? Yes
133.Done something really stupid? Eh, I'd like to think of it as extremely cool looking.
134.Been arrested? I run fast..
135.Hurt a friend? Yes
136.Broken a bone? Yes
137.Ever had a crush on a teacher? No

Favorites

138. Why do you want to know? Know what?

139.Guy name? Don't know
140.Girl name? Don't know
141.Nationality? None, we're all people.
142.Color? New ones.
143.Holiday? Christmas
144.Day of the week? Friday
145.Restaurant? Yank Sing
146.Fastfood restaurant? Subway
147.Food? Ramen
148.Animal? One's in my mind.
149.Pet? I only have one.
150.Store? eBay
151.Mall? Don't go there
152.Clothes brand? I don't really care.
153.Soda? Orange
154.Alcohol? None, I despise drinking entirely, and I don't do it.
155.Instrument? Guitar
156.Season? Winter
157.Number? 7
158.Radio station? I don't listen to Radios
159.Song? Beats me
160.Sport? Skating
161.Vacation spot? Somewhere Far away
162.State? I need to see them all to pass my judgement here.
163.Country? Eh, they all hate each other, so I don't have a favorite one.
164.Flower? None
165.Perfume? Don't use it
166.Thing to do? Draw
167.Actor? Jake Gyllenhaal
168.Actress? Beats me
169.Saying? Don't have one
170.Car? One that runs
171.Month? December
172.Cartoon? Rejected
173.T.V.Show? Attack of The Show
174.Website? www.google.com
175.Book? Hmm, I don't know.
176.Quality about yourself? Ha, I really don't know.
177.Your best friend? Matt
178.Your best guy friend? Matt
179.Your best girl friend? Natalie
180.Fruit? Oranges
181.Vegetable? Potatoes
182.Meat? Hmm, Chicken
183.Quote? "Defy the Laws of Possibility"
184.Saying? None
185.Type of movie? One with a meaning
186.Candy? Sour Starbursts
187.Language? I like them all, a lot of culture in each one.
188.Magazine? Wired
189.CD? Mp3
190.Store? You already asked
191.Movie? Donnie Darko, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
192.Day of the week? Repetitive
193.Singer? I don't know
194.Band? Massive Attack, Led Zeppelin, and A lot more.

Misc.

195.Why are you so curious? Because I question everything.

196.Like to swim? No
197.Like to dance? Depends
198.Have a pool? No
199.Have a car? No
200.Going to get a car? Maybe
201.Your motto? Don't need to be Sloganized.
202.What do you look for in a friend? One who is loyal, and not afraid to act the way they feel need be.
203.What do you look for in the opposite sex? Same as a friend.
204.Time you get up? I never know, I sleep at random times.
205.Time you go to bed? I never know, Usually after I've been awake for a whole day or two
206.What color are the sheets on your bed? None
207.How many pillows? One
208.Ever skip school? Ha, when I decide to stay home.
209.Have you ever been convicted of a crime? No
210.What did you eat for dinner? Pizza Rolls
211.What are you wearing? A Hendrix Shirt, and my Blue Dickies
212.What movie makes you cry? None
213.What book makes you cry? None
214.What song makes you cry? None
215.What/Who makes you laugh so hard you cry? Events
216.What is your favorite possession? My Mind, Pencil, Paper, Computer, Guitar
217.What physical, tangible possession do you want most? Eh, I don't need it.
218.How badly do you want it? I just said I don't need it
219.Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? Yes
220.How long did it take you to understand why that question is here? Not very.
221.Does Christmas music played too far away from Christmas annoy you? No
222.How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? Beats me
223.What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? Beats me
224.What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? I have a shirt that says This Is my Custume on it.
225.What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? None of them, They're all commercialized.
226.There are currently no federal holidays during August-what should be put there? Beats me
227.How good is your short-term memory? Fine
228.How good is your short-term memory? You just asked...
229.(Not very good I see, I repeated that question, did you notice?) I just noticed...you're a twat.
230.How good is your long-term memory? Fine
231.What is your earliest memory? I don't remember much from the age of 4 and below, but there is reason.
232.What is your happiest memory (other than receiving this survey)? I don't know
233.What is your strangest memory? Every moment in my mind is strange.
234.What is your worst memory? We're not getting into that.
235.What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? I don't need that stuff in my brain.
236.What song, movie, etc. do you seem to memorize unintentionally? Beats me
237.What size are your feet? 11 1/2
238.If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? I would ask them why the hell they would date me.
239.Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going "blind"? I don't like dating
240.Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? Yeah, but I don't like dating.
241.Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? No
242.What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? Not until I'm married, that's my thing, and I don't really want to get married, so I don't think going to happen.
243.Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Yeah
244.Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? Nope
245.Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for anemotional commitment you knew would last?...
246.Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? Ha, yes I do.
247.Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? No
248.Do you actually know your Social Security Number? Somewhat
249.Do you actually know your IP address? Yes
250.Do you know what an IP address is? Yes
251.Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? Yes
252.Ever think there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? No
253.Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity,imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? No
254.What do you think of pi, you know, 3.14152967 etc..? It's a number...
255.Do you have a driver's license? No
256.Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? That's a dumb reason.
257.What celebrity's autograph do you want most? Nobodys, they're just people.
258.Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? Shia LaBeouf, but people are stupid.
259.If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? Myself
260.Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember who they are? No
261.If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? Ha, I wouldn't enter anothers mind.
262.Do you want to be John Malkovich? No
263.Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? No
264.What do you love most about the other gender? I don't, most of them are Whores...or really stupid and Flirty...No offense to the few who aren't.
265.What do you dislike most about the other gender? I just said it.
266.What do you understand least about the other gender? Why they suck.
267.Mac or PC? Mac, but I'm a PC user...who hates Microsoft.
268.How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer or is it only as long as it works? A lot.
269.Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? No
270.Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? No
271.Have you ever bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? No
272.If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? I don't know
273.Would you name a child of yours after you? No
274.If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? I would destroy my first name...
275.What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? They don't.
276.If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? No
277.Like to give hugs? No, I don't like to be touched.
278.Like to walk in the rain? Yes
279.Sleep with or without clothes on? With
280.Prefer black or blue pens? It doesn't matter.
281.Dress up on Halloween? Nope
282.Sleep on your side, tummy or back? Sometimes sitting up.
283.Think you're attractive? No
284.Want to marry? Who? Nope
285.Have a goldfish? No
286.Ever have the falling dream? Yes, I hit the ground to.
287.Have stuffed animals? Yeah, in a box.
288.Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Yeah
289.Do you think God has a gender? In a way...
290.Do you think science counteracts religion? Somewhat
291.Do you believe in organized religion? Yeah
292.Where do you think we go when we die? Depends, Heaven, Hell, Purgatory, We don't really know.
293.How easy is it to make you laugh? Eh, depends on what is making laugh.
295.Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? Yeah
296.Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? Not really
297.What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? Hammer Time, haha. It's not about the Rapper
298.What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? Something nobody would get.
299.Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching, when someone's watching? Yeah, Lisa's Party
300.What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? A lot of them
301.What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? Eh, I don't know
302.What song(s) are constantly in your head? Are you Awake- Kevin Shields
303.What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? None
304.If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? None
305.If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? None
306.What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? Beats me.
307.Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? Depends
308.Who's your favorite Star Wars character? Eh....
309.What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? Ones with plots.
310.What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? Ones Produced by MTV...
311.When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? Taste yeah...otherwise screw it
312.What's your favorite kind of cheese? The kind in the bottles.
313.What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? That I like cheese...
314.If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food,hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? Yes
315.Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? No

Friends

316.What a unique category, don't you think? No

317.Are you sure you have friends? Yeah
318.Best friend? Three
319.Second-best friend? There are none
320.Email the most? None
321.Call the most? Natalie
322.IM the most? Natalie
323.Best friend of the opposite sex? Natalie
324.Best offline friend? Matt
325.Best online friend? None
326.Which friend do you dislike the most? Hmm, I like them all.
327.Person you can always confide in? My three Best Friends
328.Person that you can talk to for 12 hours straight and never get bored? My three best friends
329.In a fight or annoyed? I got in a fight with Josh, I have no Idea, but he threw the first punches..I won that one.
330.Friend's house you sleep at the most? Matt
331.Friend's house you wish you could sleep at but can't? Eh, nobody
332.Who is the first number on your speed dial? None
333.Who would you take away on a week vacation? I went on with Matt
334.Craziest? Matt
335.Weirdest? Matt
336.Most fun? All of them
337.Saddest? Beats me
338.Quietest? None of them
339.Who knows you the best? All of them
340.Who do you know the best? Matt
341.Who do you like to shop with? I don't like to shop
342.Talk with? All of them
343.Trust the most? All of them
344.Flirt with? I don't flirt
345.Laugh with? All of them
346.Give advice to? Depends
347.Who gives you advice? Depends
348.Best singer? Brittanie
349.Best athlete? Matt
350.Who is the nicest? Uh...
351.Who is the meanest? Me and Matt
352.Best dancer? Chachi and Me, Ha
353.Best writer? I don't know
354.Best smile? Hmm Matt with his years of dentistry
355.Most creative? Hmm, don't know
356.Best dressed? Don't care
357.Best shoes? Don't care
358.Who doesn't care if they lie? None of them, they're all honest.
359.Who can't lie?...
360.Most innocent? Beats me
361.Most innocent looking? Beats me
362.Rebel? Against what?
363.Moodiest? Ha
364.Happiest? Natalie
365.Cutest? I don't know, I'm going to say Matt, Ha

Do/Are/Who's?

366. It's because I'm bored, can't you figure that out? Yeah

367.Religious? Yeah
368.Try to be fashionable? No
369.Think fashion is important? No
370.Get along with your family? Somewhat
371.Get along with your friends? Yes
372.Get grounded? No
373.Know any foreign languages? Not really
374.Run into walls/doors? No
375.Blonde? At heart? No
376.Who do you talk to most online? Natalie
377.Who do you talk to most on the phone? ^^
378.Are you a bum? No
379.Do you get online a lot? Yes
380.Do you shower? Yeah
381.Do you hate school? Yes
382.Do you have a social life? Yeah
383.Do you trust people easily? No
384.Have you ever lied to your best friend(s)? Yes
385.Are you a dare devil? Somewhat
386.Would you ever sky dive? Three more years
387.Do you like to dance? Eh
388.Are you funny? Depends what other people think
389.Are you a serious person? Sometimes
390.Do you make friends easily? No
391.Do you work out? No
392.Do you like to work out? No
393.How much can you bench press? Beats me
394.How much can you lift? I don't know
395.Are you a popular person? No
396.Do you have plans for your future? Somewhat
397.Do you plan to go to college? Yeah
398.Do you play sports? I used to skate, now it's just sometimes.
399.Do you like sports? Eh
400.Do you play an instrument? Guitar, Bass, Piano
401.Know what you want to be when you get older? Graphic Designer
402.Ever been out of state? Yeah
403.Out of the country? No
404.Do you like to travel? Yes I like to see new things.
405.What do YOU think of the way you look? It's skin...wow.
406.What do YOU think about your attitude? Ha, I like it
407.What do you think about life after death? It happens
408.What do you think about karma? It will indeed own you.
409.What do you think about love? I dislike it
410.What do you think about fate? I like controlling my life
411.What do you think about yourself? Beats me
412.What do you tell yourself if times get hard? Failure is just a quicker way to learn
413.What would you give your life for? People, things I believed in.
414.What do you think about your first love? That broke my affection factors...
415.What do you think about the first person that loved you? We don't talk much
416.What are you scared of? Fear can haze your mind..don't need it.
417.Do you cry easily? No
418.Who/What is something/someone that has touched you? A lot of things...excluding Michael Jackson.
419.What was the saddest moment of your life? ...
420.What would life be without friends? Different
421.Without family? Different
422.Without me? I wouldn't be taking this survey
423.Are you deep? Yeah
424.Do you think love is once in a lifetime, or just chance? So far, it was once.
425.Do you like your town? Eh, It has it's ups and downs.
426.Do you wanna get out of your town? Somewhat
427.What design/logo is on your mouse pad? It says Streetwise Crew.
428.What color is your mouse pad? Black And Red
429.Drink a lot of water? Nope, a lot of Kool Aid though
430.Have a cell phone/beeper/etc.? No
431.Do you like amusement parks? Eh, they get old.
432.Have you ever been to 6 Flags? Yes
433.What namebrand do you wear the most? Uh, my dickies pants.
434.Do you like taking pictures? Yeah
435.Do you like getting your picture taken? No
436.Do you have a tan? No
437.Do you get annoyed easily? Depends
438.What are you hobbies? Drawing, Guitar, and yeah.
439.Do you have your own phone/phone line? No
440.Do you have any posters/pinups on your bedroom walls? I tore all my wall things down...I don't really know why.
441.Are you sick of this survey yet? Kind of
442.Do you get good grades in school? Yeah, but I don't really try anymore...No reason.
443.How do you vent your anger? Drawing
444.Are you a role model? I'm moralistic, It's all up to you though.
445.Who do you look up to? Myself
446.Who do you trust the most? Matt, Brittanie, Natalie
447.Do you have any piercings? No
448.Do you have any tattoos? No
449.Do you dream a lot? Yes
450.Do you daydream a lot? Yes
451.Have you had a nightmare lately? Almost all my dreams are.
452.Do you have any allergies? No
453.Do you have any health problems? Insomnia, Anxiety, Paranoia, and other things.
454.Do you like animals? They're okay.
455.Do you have any pets? Yeah
456.Do you like siblings? Depends
457.Do you have glasses/contacts? No
458.Do you have braces? No
459.Do you have a job? No, I need one.
460.Have you ever been fired from a job? Nope
461.Who did YOU want to be President? A group of men who actually analyze each aspect of a situation..Not just one man.
462.Who would you vote for, if anyone, and why? Look above^^
463.Do you have a curfew? No
464.Are you a vegetarian? Nope
465.Could you be a vegetarian? No
466.Have you ever thought about suicide? I dislike it.
467.Do you like coffee? No.. I like Jones
468.Do you have a sweet tooth? Eh.
469.Do you like horror movies? They're old, and repetitive.
470.Do you like to spend or save your money? Depends
471.Do you keep your room clean? Nope
473.Do you eat vegetables? Sometimes
474.Are you a flirt? No
475.Are you good at flirting? I don't do it
476.Do you like to go to parties? Rarely invited, and it depends.
477.Do you still go trick or treating? Nah
479.Do you get along with people? Depends
480.Have you ever just started dancing/singing in the middle of somewhere? Yeah
481.Have you ever won anything? Yeah
482.Do you have a waterbed or a regular bed? Regular
483.What size? Beats me
484.Do you get bored easily? No
485.Do you play golf? Nope
486.Do you play miniature golf? When I can
487.Do you like tennis? Yes
488.Are you flexible? Nah
489.Are you a sweet heart? No
490.Would you like to be cloned? Nah, the world already has enough problems, Ha.
491.What are your opinions on cloning? Beats me
493.Scaramouche,scaramouche, will you do the fandango? Good song, Queen, Bohemian Rhapsody.
494.Did you like this survey? Eh
495.Are you sorry you began filling it out? No
496.What questions do you wish it had asked? Beats me..
497.How would you have answered them? Let's find out..

THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
498.When was the last time you let the people you love/people who are important to you know you love them/that they are important to you? Today
499.What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? Beats me.

500.What time is it? 11:20 PM, I get side-tracked a lot.

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An "odd" day

[Oct. 12th, 2005|03:31 pm]

[	mood	\|	Not sure	]
[	music	\|	DJ Yoeri	]

Today was one of those days where I really didn't want to be at school. It was like the school was dreary, and time crawled by extremely slow. We had our Pre-SAT's this morning, which took up three hours of our day....I got about five minutes into actually trying to take it, then realized that I didn't want to have anything to do with it. Every test I take has some benevolant power over me, that seems to mock the fact, that a piece of paper can determine my future. The problem is, there are only three major subjects on that test. Math, English, and Writing...Please tell me where Biology ties into it. Every day that goes by becomes even more mundane than the last. It's all the same routine...but that's how life is getting to be. Soon enough, I'll be grown up going to the same job everyday, replaying each day, more boring than the last...That is just about my biggest concern. Screw this mess though, there has to be some way to find a way to keep me motivated.

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